jalan raya pengosekan, ubud, bali my happy hour. hujan besar hari ini. intense showers. rainy season soon coming to an end. for now that is. tomorrow we do not know. and, for now that is, is perhaps the only time we ever have even though the time we mostly live in be the time of, the rains will soon be coming, or the time of, the rains have already gone. in the turning circle of seasons and years we are rinsed and cleansed by eternal showers whilst we get lost in our beginnin

when things start falling apart, hold on to your seat. albert camus puts it this way: there is no love of life without despair of life. but pain, sadness, grief and and despair are at odds with our deep-rooted belief in a life free from them, a life of permanent bliss and happiness. there is nothing wrong with us wanting this but an honest relationship with life soon makes us understand love and despair, happiness and pain, light and dark are not only inseparable but co