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you have to say something
' You have to say something!' This is the title of a book of talks given by Dainin Katagiri, one of the pioneering figures of Zen in the...
hamid ebadi
Feb 4, 20244 min read
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sunrise at mount bromo
mount bromo, java timur, january twenty-four _________________________________________ carnet javanais awakening to emergence of light /...
hamid ebadi
Jan 20, 20242 min read
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rain talk is dharma talk
december retreat 2023 bali it rained heavily the morning of our last day of retreat in december. i was in a contemplative mood, not surprising given the stillness and silence and the many hours of sitting during the week. the downpours were compelling. i wrote the lines below when it struck me that the common expression; it is raining outside, was no longer the experienced reality of that moment as i could no longer say something is happening outside for it no longer felt th
hamid ebadi
Dec 27, 20232 min read
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the practice of letting go
The aim of these talks is to offer, as there will be no other instructions besides the one given during the opening ceremony, some...
hamid ebadi
Dec 6, 20239 min read
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eternity this interplay
candi dasa, bali, november twenty-three " as one side is illumined, the other is darkened. - master dogen" sunday you are vast and without limit your midnights unstoppable you are of time true yet released by time sound of waves breaking on the reefs out of the ocean's breath to just be this succession of what arises and falls this bottomless blue where shadows play with the breeze supreme messenger our sole remembrance of earth blowing us to the far and near
hamid ebadi
Nov 27, 20231 min read
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what you leave behind is what you take with you
What you see on this image is a view over the valley and the rolling hills on the last day of our silent at Karuna Center in Monchique a...
hamid ebadi
Nov 10, 20232 min read
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misty heights
silent retreat october twenty twenty-three monchique * no entry no exit point to silence enter or leave it you cannot * in the midst of noise it never leaves you it is what carries you wherever you go * it is what carries along everything unnoticed unheard in a silent way * in the midst of silence we are forgetful of it lest we listen to raindrops pattering on the roof to a crow’s cawing as it flies over treetops on hillside slopes * forgetful of it though it indwells the dee
hamid ebadi
Oct 31, 20232 min read
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gorgeous
This silent retreat was GORGEOUS. And I mean gorgeous, luxurious, and delightful to the senses. Hosted in an incredible location, there...
Eva StorytellingCoach
Oct 17, 20231 min read
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sesshin ends
curtains drawn from the paddies sunlight pouring in cicadas screeching pouring in inside no one outside no one the dweller left his: nowhere a dwelling will you find in praise in waves golden to no end pouring in
hamid ebadi
Oct 15, 20231 min read
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letting go of what we know
In Mysteries, Yes, a poem by Mary Oliver from her book Evidence we read: ' Let me keep my distance, always, from those who think they...
hamid ebadi
Oct 14, 20234 min read
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some thoughts on meditation
It's something to look forward to whenever I get the chance to sit with others an intensive silent meditation retreat as this allows me...
hamid ebadi
Oct 2, 20233 min read
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what for a silent retreat
Our one week silent Zen retreat at Karuna Center in Monchique, Portugal, is four weeks away. Is a silent retreat an event? The word event...
hamid ebadi
Sep 25, 20233 min read
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closing words on a september silent retreat
Awareness has more to do with the quality of attention we bring to something rather than what we give our attention to. It’s not so much...
hamid ebadi
Sep 19, 20233 min read
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jisei (death poem)
orange moon sailed-off before i came to the river to watch the boats light begins to turn time to prepare for fall love of summer your glitters down to the sea you go Jisei, or death poem, is a genre of poetry established since the early days of Zen where the author, usually a monk or practitioner, would offer their reflection on death when the encounter with it seemed imminent but more broadly would express an understanding or worldview informed by Buddhist teachings; a sent
hamid ebadi
Sep 13, 20231 min read
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silence is your home
a report from a week of silent sitting ____________________________________ the deeper silence reaches within, the lesser your...
hamid ebadi
Sep 1, 20232 min read
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carnet de voyage
I rainy season sheets of water freely traveling illusion of you are going anywhere accompanying you wherever you go adds embellishment to...
hamid ebadi
Aug 20, 20232 min read
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returning to this moment
The 8-day silent retreat in July 2023 was my second through Maitri Retreats – I also attended in July 2022 with Hamid. This time, I had...
Matthew Skinta
Aug 16, 20232 min read
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the art of making mistake after mistake
There is a Zen expression: shoshaku jushaku that is rendered in English as; to succeed wrong with wrong or, one continuous mistake. In...
hamid ebadi
Aug 15, 20234 min read
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a unique and profound experience
I have attended Hamid's retreats twice : last year for an 8d retreat in Portugal and this year for a 4d retreat in Bali. Trying to...
ccoutrot
Aug 13, 20232 min read
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what arises from silence
What arises from silence is GRATITUDE. I feel blessed and privileged to have experienced such an expansive feeling throughout the...
Yessica RodrÃguez
Jul 24, 20232 min read
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