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through all colors of fall the dharma speaks
We are at Karuna Center, in Monchique, Portugal, starting our Autumn 8-day silent retreat. When we sit together in silence, what...
hamid ebadi
Oct 20, 20242 min read


the journey of not knowing
ei-tai ji temple, la rochette, 13 august 2000 here is a poem i presented to my teacher, ryotan tokuda roshi, on my monk ordination day...
hamid ebadi
Oct 12, 20243 min read
what passes is not time
silent retreat september 2024 / payangan, bali ______________________________________ in and out of silence words freely move where there is no in there is no out * fatal crossing juvenile serpent you are now one with the road * nighttime finding refuge in my room a fly falls asleep what tomorrow will offer you i don't know * the master's words i pray god to rid me of god invite us to silence * bouts of sleep in sleepless nights in the land of dreams awakening is never far *
hamid ebadi
Oct 2, 20241 min read


no where to go and nothing to become : we just are
ultimately the journey makes us understand that there is no going from here to there and no becoming for us. the journey begins and ends...
hamid ebadi
Sep 19, 20242 min read


the lotus sutra says
" so you should view this fleeting world..." the lotus sutra so between two tides our lives this presence mirage on a shore appears shadow play of surfaces on sinking sands mirror to skies immeasurable to twinklings washed away pantai kedungu, bali september 2024
hamid ebadi
Sep 8, 20241 min read


still the tree stirs
dôgo and zengen went to a house to express condolences. zengen rapped on the coffin and asked, "alive or dead?" dôgo said, "I won't say...
hamid ebadi
Aug 31, 20242 min read


the calling is you
" anché peye āni āni / what you seek is seeking you. " - jallaledin rūmi " the fire boy comes seeking fire." - zen koan ______________________________ this poem a vastness unnamable the twilight sky call it dharma is a calling that all things passing echoes endlessly mirror mirroring recite in a silent way a calling to you the calling is you
hamid ebadi
Aug 17, 20241 min read


leaving lombok
fades away the muzzin's call as we leave port lember behind old boat rust eaten traval companion true vessel of emptiness you plough a path in the sea ferry us from island to island in search of in search of what you know there're no shores to be reached you know our thirst of crossings is an invention of waves just as our shape that brush stroke of her iridiscence suspended in mid-air and yet
hamid ebadi
Aug 14, 20241 min read


myriad voices one dharma
pantai ann, lombok, august 2024 on reading okumura roshi in the shallows of speech water words ripple over murmuring algae where light begins to descend shimmering gains in intensity silence spreads out her stars night sky day sky they illumine the old boat's dreams can go on blazing for now
hamid ebadi
Aug 8, 20241 min read


just sitting
After two days and many hours of sitting in zazen, the incessant thoughts of my every day life, the distractions and desires finally...
Ahmed M
Jul 31, 20243 min read


as the sheets of water roll in
m’illumino d’immenso - giuseppe ungaretti at the end of your long journey, you may well take note that the journey never had a beginning...
hamid ebadi
Jul 20, 20242 min read


speak the unspeakable again
unusual for the season, it rained all night long. you know this because of the drizzle you heard falling in your sleep. you have lived long enough on this planet to know the sound the rain makes as it falls on tinned-roofs and leafage. not one sound, myriad of sounds. how shallow your sleep has been, misty now, gains a little depth thanks to the rising waters.. dreams heavy with the fragrance of soaked rice fields. unclear whose deams they could be, provisionally you can clai
hamid ebadi
Jul 13, 20242 min read


as long as she tunes in to the wind singing in the pines
daybreak silent retreat payangan bali To sit with others in silence and stillness, what is it? An experience for each person to...
hamid ebadi
Jul 3, 20242 min read


we are never lost even when
Practice and its integration in daily life cannot be about reaching a sense of perfection at some point in time. It is not that there is...
hamid ebadi
Jun 26, 20242 min read


where we stand is where we flow
Zen Master Nansen is asked by a student about the Way. “Ordinary mind is the Way”, replies the teacher. “Do I need to direct myself...
hamid ebadi
Jun 13, 20243 min read


entering the way
Reading Meister Eckhart’s sermons, we learn that god is not to be found here, not to be found there. She is not to be found anywhere or...
hamid ebadi
Jun 1, 20242 min read


they hear your heartbeat the old carps in the pond
yogi's garden, payangan, bali, march 2024 ___________________________________________ fragments from a silent retreat stepping into this...
hamid ebadi
May 22, 20244 min read


invitation au voyage
silent retreat april 2024 welcome words before stepping into silence : ' invitation au voyage ' here we are gathered at the onset of a...
hamid ebadi
Apr 30, 20242 min read


traceless
karuna center, monchique, portugal, april 2024 silent retreat ____________________________________ everywhere hills undulating on the pathless path whom or whatever we may meet we meet as fellow travelers no one walks here alone even when at times walking feels lonely treading the same footpath with ants looking up at the stars and moving thunderstorms maybe it's in their slumber that we are sleepwalking
hamid ebadi
Apr 27, 20241 min read


? passage of time
_______________________________ " If time merely flies away, you would be separated from time. The reason you do not clearly understand the time-being is that you think of time only as passing. / uji - master dogen ___________________ ? passage of time rather we are the same time of both being the passage where time slides and the oblivion carrying its traces along... ? passage du temps plutôt nous sommes à la fois le chemin chemin par où passe le temps et l'oubli qui porte s
hamid ebadi
Apr 20, 20241 min read
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