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as long as she tunes in to the wind singing in the pines
daybreak silent retreat payangan bali To sit with others in silence and stillness, what is it? An experience for each person to...
hamid ebadi
Jul 3, 20242 min read


we are never lost even when
Practice and its integration in daily life cannot be about reaching a sense of perfection at some point in time. It is not that there is...
hamid ebadi
Jun 26, 20242 min read


where we stand is where we flow
Zen Master Nansen is asked by a student about the Way. “Ordinary mind is the Way”, replies the teacher. “Do I need to direct myself...
hamid ebadi
Jun 13, 20243 min read


entering the way
Reading Meister Eckhart’s sermons, we learn that god is not to be found here, not to be found there. She is not to be found anywhere or...
hamid ebadi
Jun 1, 20242 min read


they hear your heartbeat the old carps in the pond
yogi's garden, payangan, bali, march 2024 ___________________________________________ fragments from a silent retreat stepping into this...
hamid ebadi
May 22, 20244 min read


invitation au voyage
silent retreat april 2024 welcome words before stepping into silence : ' invitation au voyage ' here we are gathered at the onset of a...
hamid ebadi
Apr 30, 20242 min read


traceless
karuna center, monchique, portugal, april 2024 silent retreat ____________________________________ everywhere hills undulating on the pathless path whom or whatever we may meet we meet as fellow travelers no one walks here alone even when at times walking feels lonely treading the same footpath with ants looking up at the stars and moving thunderstorms maybe it's in their slumber that we are sleepwalking
hamid ebadi
Apr 27, 20241 min read


? passage of time
_______________________________ " If time merely flies away, you would be separated from time. The reason you do not clearly understand the time-being is that you think of time only as passing. / uji - master dogen ___________________ ? passage of time rather we are the same time of both being the passage where time slides and the oblivion carrying its traces along... ? passage du temps plutôt nous sommes à la fois le chemin chemin par où passe le temps et l'oubli qui porte s
hamid ebadi
Apr 20, 20241 min read


you have to say something
' You have to say something!' This is the title of a book of talks given by Dainin Katagiri, one of the pioneering figures of Zen in the...
hamid ebadi
Feb 4, 20244 min read


sunrise at mount bromo
mount bromo, java timur, january twenty-four _________________________________________ carnet javanais awakening to emergence of light /...
hamid ebadi
Jan 20, 20242 min read


rain talk is dharma talk
december retreat 2023 bali it rained heavily the morning of our last day of retreat in december. i was in a contemplative mood, not surprising given the stillness and silence and the many hours of sitting during the week. the downpours were compelling. i wrote the lines below when it struck me that the common expression; it is raining outside, was no longer the experienced reality of that moment as i could no longer say something is happening outside for it no longer felt th
hamid ebadi
Dec 27, 20232 min read


the practice of letting go
The aim of these talks is to offer, as there will be no other instructions besides the one given during the opening ceremony, some...
hamid ebadi
Dec 6, 20239 min read


eternity this interplay
candi dasa, bali, november twenty-three " as one side is illumined, the other is darkened. - master dogen" sunday you are vast and without limit your midnights unstoppable you are of time true yet released by time sound of waves breaking on the reefs out of the ocean's breath to just be this succession of what arises and falls this bottomless blue where shadows play with the breeze supreme messenger our sole remembrance of earth blowing us to the far and near
hamid ebadi
Nov 27, 20231 min read


what you leave behind is what you take with you
What you see on this image is a view over the valley and the rolling hills on the last day of our silent at Karuna Center in Monchique a...
hamid ebadi
Nov 10, 20232 min read


misty heights
silent retreat october twenty twenty-three monchique * no entry no exit point to silence enter or leave it you cannot * in the midst of noise it never leaves you it is what carries you wherever you go * it is what carries along everything unnoticed unheard in a silent way * in the midst of silence we are forgetful of it lest we listen to raindrops pattering on the roof to a crow’s cawing as it flies over treetops on hillside slopes * forgetful of it though it indwells the dee
hamid ebadi
Oct 31, 20232 min read


gorgeous
This silent retreat was GORGEOUS. And I mean gorgeous, luxurious, and delightful to the senses. Hosted in an incredible location, there...
Eva StorytellingCoach
Oct 16, 20231 min read


sesshin ends
curtains drawn from the paddies sunlight pouring in cicadas screeching pouring in inside no one outside no one the dweller left his: nowhere a dwelling will you find in praise in waves golden to no end pouring in
hamid ebadi
Oct 15, 20231 min read


letting go of what we know
In Mysteries, Yes, a poem by Mary Oliver from her book Evidence we read: ' Let me keep my distance, always, from those who think they...
hamid ebadi
Oct 14, 20234 min read


some thoughts on meditation
It's something to look forward to whenever I get the chance to sit with others an intensive silent meditation retreat as this allows me...
hamid ebadi
Oct 2, 20233 min read


what for a silent retreat
Our one week silent Zen retreat at Karuna Center in Monchique, Portugal, is four weeks away. Is a silent retreat an event? The word event...
hamid ebadi
Sep 25, 20233 min read
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