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proclaiming the dharma
In the poem SILENT ILLUMINATION, we have the following lines : Throughout the universe, all things Emit light and speak the Dharma. They...
carlzimmerling
May 282 min read
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the arc of language: from silence to expression
za-zoom chat: May 23, 2025 summary of discussion: This za-zoom session, led by Hamid, delved into the relationship between Zen practice,...
hamid ebadi
May 2613 min read
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thank you
We completed our April silent retreat last Sunday. Many in the group were returners. It is a warm feeling to sit again with faces by now...
hamid ebadi
May 55 min read
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the silent poet
(this poem was recited at the group council of the Karuna silent retreat 2025 in portugal) it is never easy poetry in a language that is...
Joachim Verheyen
Apr 302 min read
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shikantaza, just sitting
zazen as a godless and objectively meditation practice.
hamid ebadi
Apr 137 min read
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nyepi
scattered notes lifted from silence from the unspeakable in words what seemed like silence never stays ...
hamid ebadi
Apr 23 min read
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by way of introduction
" Everyday is a journey and the journey itself is home." - Matsudo Basho To those of you who are joining or contemplating joining us on...
hamid ebadi
Mar 226 min read
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in buddha's hands
no matter in what state the old buddha’s mind i’ve always been here sitting in the palm of his hand heart flooding with grieving and love a poem i wrote many years ago and posted here on this blog before. i can’t find any other words to add to these at the moment. are you grieving this world of ours as well right now? is the grieving deepening the love that you feel, the love that you are, that we all are? how can we know how to love if we have not grieved? how can we grieve
hamid ebadi
Mar 101 min read
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you go wherever the rain goes
wonderful! marvelous! the teachings of the insentient are inconceivable. ( chan master dongshan, 9th c.) " the ceremony of innocence is...
hamid ebadi
Feb 252 min read
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suchness
starting a silent retreat here in bali. ‘just this’, what is it? we practice to find out what is here, what has always been here even if it's looking for what is there that brings us here to practice. here, what is closest while we are far, lost in thought. lost in thought is also just this. whatever we may think this is, wherever we think it may be or not be, it is always ‘just this.’ ______________________________________ early morning lush greenery look outside bejewelled
hamid ebadi
Feb 221 min read
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and the rest is silence
because directly i could not, speaking obliquely of these times of ...that's how hölderlin called it over two hundred years ago: times of...
hamid ebadi
Feb 85 min read
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loss this vastness
and there is a time for the wind to break the loosened pane- t.s.eliot / four quartets in case of loss to whom to turn to when to return is no more there is no return is what loss is what remains is what is no more it's ocean deep to swim here is to drown to drown learning to swim don't turn away from it let it tug at your heart let it break you open let it open you to just open you to open you to what that what is vastness it gives life and receives all traces home to everyt
hamid ebadi
Jan 191 min read
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pilgrimage to borobudur
in the world of zazen, when we sit, we are sitting with all beings even though we may think we are just sitting on our own. the just...
hamid ebadi
Jan 51 min read
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narrow the path to nowhere
Back home now reflecting on our 5-day silent retreat a few days ago at Great Ocean Road in Victoria. During the talks, we delved into...
hamid ebadi
Dec 17, 20242 min read
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the healing power of silence
What a truly magical experience. This retreat was a holiday for my brain and my soul. I had no idea that there was so much healing in...
sgrut8
Dec 9, 20244 min read
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dream within a dream
jatiluwih, bali, november 2024 master dogen: expounding a dream within a dream ________________________________________ nightfall storms rage the termites' road stops in front of the mountain a dream ferries me to the other shore the one you leave the one you reach apart in thought alone is what drifts in the river's voice rain swollen
hamid ebadi
Dec 2, 20241 min read
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canto ostinato meanders into godot
The first dhamma talk Hamid gives invites us ‘to become intimate with our own mind’. This invitation shapes this retreat for me. The word...
jmcdekker1
Nov 10, 20242 min read
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resistance
Coming out of the world of doing, it felt quite intense to go into being. It's strange to see how something I really want - going to the...
Elise Peace
Nov 7, 20245 min read
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stepping into the unknown
As pointed out in the retreat there is an immense source of distractions as never before in the history of humankind. I’m sitting in an...
jzamoraz87
Nov 3, 20244 min read
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embracing impermanence: a journey from ancestral wounds to personal transformation
All reflections have a beginning, yet I am unsure where to start. How far back in time should I go for you to understand my current...
Yessica RodrÃguez
Nov 3, 20244 min read
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