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misty heights
silent retreat october twenty twenty-three monchique * no entry no exit point to silence enter or leave it you cannot * in the midst of noise it never leaves you it is what carries you wherever you go * it is what carries along everything unnoticed unheard in a silent way * in the midst of silence we are forgetful of it lest we listen to raindrops pattering on the roof to a crow’s cawing as it flies over treetops on hillside slopes * forgetful of it though it indwells the dee
hamid ebadi
Oct 31, 20232 min read


sesshin ends
curtains drawn from the paddies sunlight pouring in cicadas screeching pouring in inside no one outside no one the dweller left his: nowhere a dwelling will you find in praise in waves golden to no end pouring in
hamid ebadi
Oct 15, 20231 min read


jisei (death poem)
orange moon sailed-off before i came to the river to watch the boats light begins to turn time to prepare for fall love of summer your glitters down to the sea you go Jisei, or death poem, is a genre of poetry established since the early days of Zen where the author, usually a monk or practitioner, would offer their reflection on death when the encounter with it seemed imminent but more broadly would express an understanding or worldview informed by Buddhist teachings; a sent
hamid ebadi
Sep 13, 20231 min read


carnet de voyage
I rainy season sheets of water freely traveling illusion of you are going anywhere accompanying you wherever you go adds embellishment to...
hamid ebadi
Aug 20, 20232 min read


vastness anywhere
hua hin, july 2023 carnet de voyage _____________________ seasons of rain sheets of water freely traveling anywhere the illusion of...
hamid ebadi
Jul 6, 20231 min read


in whatever state
in whatever state the old buddha’s mind i’ve always been here sitting in the palm of his hand heart a silent flooding of grieving and love
hamid ebadi
Mar 6, 20231 min read


disparadised
the ultimate path is not difficult just avoid picking and choosing seng t'san - hsin hsin ming circa 6th century...
hamid ebadi
Feb 28, 20231 min read


when destinies meet
poem written about twenty years ago. it evokes meeting my teacher zen master ryotan tokuda a few years before. over a period of time i...
hamid ebadi
Feb 17, 20231 min read


jour de noël
not time enough to practice the teachings many maybe just enough to unwrap a gift or two what are they the teachings windblown words in...
hamid ebadi
Dec 26, 20221 min read


along with the mist
silent retreat october twenty-twenty two monchique * silence to you closer than you morning raindrops on the round black stone in front...
hamid ebadi
Nov 25, 20221 min read


approaching silence
report from a silent retreat serra de monchique summer twenty twenty-two _____________________________ approaching silence stepping into...
hamid ebadi
Sep 12, 20222 min read


stepping into not knowing
karuna center, monchique silent retreat, april 2022 ___________________________ seeker path goal merge into silence and disappear...
hamid ebadi
May 15, 20221 min read


notes from a silent retreat
notes from a silent retreat I early hours waking up in the early hours sitting here with you you unbeknown to me closest though late for...
hamid ebadi
Dec 28, 20212 min read


on the vanity of traveling
after long travels facing black letters on the wall white the wall behind the letters colorless the empty all around reading my way...
hamid ebadi
Aug 28, 20211 min read


the fly in the bottle
keep telling leo not to get confused zazen and relaxation being two things pourtant les instructions sont simples simple and sparse sit...
hamid ebadi
Aug 28, 20211 min read


a response to life on a rainy friday morning
how i would appear before the world that lifelong concern with mirrors mirrors now broken mostly shimmers on the surface of waters...
hamid ebadi
Mar 6, 20211 min read


notes from a mountain retreat
the man is keeping silent in his hut oblivious of time being a river ripples moving on the pond reflections of ripples in the air what we...
hamid ebadi
Mar 1, 20211 min read




the pathless one in you
on the anatolian plateau, september 2018 from my travels to where and nowhere . autrement dit the point of the journey is in the travel ....
hamid ebadi
Sep 26, 20181 min read


sesshin ends
windows shut curtains drawn from the paddies sunlight pouring in screeching of cicadas pouring in no one inside no one outside ...
hamid ebadi
Jul 18, 20181 min read
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