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traceless
karuna center, monchique, portugal, april 2024 silent retreat ____________________________________ everywhere hills undulating on the pathless path whom or whatever we may meet we meet as fellow travelers no one walks here alone even when at times walking feels lonely treading the same footpath with ants looking up at the stars and moving thunderstorms maybe it's in their slumber that we are sleepwalking
hamid ebadi
Apr 27, 20241 min read


? passage of time
_______________________________ " If time merely flies away, you would be separated from time. The reason you do not clearly understand the time-being is that you think of time only as passing. / uji - master dogen ___________________ ? passage of time rather we are the same time of both being the passage where time slides and the oblivion carrying its traces along... ? passage du temps plutôt nous sommes à la fois le chemin chemin par où passe le temps et l'oubli qui porte s
hamid ebadi
Apr 20, 20241 min read


rain talk is dharma talk
december retreat 2023 bali it rained heavily the morning of our last day of retreat in december. i was in a contemplative mood, not surprising given the stillness and silence and the many hours of sitting during the week. the downpours were compelling. i wrote the lines below when it struck me that the common expression; it is raining outside, was no longer the experienced reality of that moment as i could no longer say something is happening outside for it no longer felt th
hamid ebadi
Dec 27, 20232 min read


eternity this interplay
candi dasa, bali, november twenty-three " as one side is illumined, the other is darkened. - master dogen" sunday you are vast and without limit your midnights unstoppable you are of time true yet released by time sound of waves breaking on the reefs out of the ocean's breath to just be this succession of what arises and falls this bottomless blue where shadows play with the breeze supreme messenger our sole remembrance of earth blowing us to the far and near
hamid ebadi
Nov 27, 20231 min read


misty heights
silent retreat october twenty twenty-three monchique * no entry no exit point to silence enter or leave it you cannot * in the midst of noise it never leaves you it is what carries you wherever you go * it is what carries along everything unnoticed unheard in a silent way * in the midst of silence we are forgetful of it lest we listen to raindrops pattering on the roof to a crow’s cawing as it flies over treetops on hillside slopes * forgetful of it though it indwells the dee
hamid ebadi
Oct 31, 20232 min read


sesshin ends
curtains drawn from the paddies sunlight pouring in cicadas screeching pouring in inside no one outside no one the dweller left his: nowhere a dwelling will you find in praise in waves golden to no end pouring in
hamid ebadi
Oct 15, 20231 min read


jisei (death poem)
orange moon sailed-off before i came to the river to watch the boats light begins to turn time to prepare for fall love of summer your glitters down to the sea you go Jisei, or death poem, is a genre of poetry established since the early days of Zen where the author, usually a monk or practitioner, would offer their reflection on death when the encounter with it seemed imminent but more broadly would express an understanding or worldview informed by Buddhist teachings; a sent
hamid ebadi
Sep 13, 20231 min read


carnet de voyage
I rainy season sheets of water freely traveling illusion of you are going anywhere accompanying you wherever you go adds embellishment to...
hamid ebadi
Aug 19, 20232 min read


vastness anywhere
hua hin, july 2023 carnet de voyage _____________________ seasons of rain sheets of water freely traveling anywhere the illusion of...
hamid ebadi
Jul 6, 20231 min read


in whatever state
in whatever state the old buddha’s mind i’ve always been here sitting in the palm of his hand heart a silent flooding of grieving and love
hamid ebadi
Mar 6, 20231 min read


disparadised
the ultimate path is not difficult just avoid picking and choosing seng t'san - hsin hsin ming circa 6th century...
hamid ebadi
Feb 28, 20231 min read


when destinies meet
poem written about twenty years ago. it evokes meeting my teacher zen master ryotan tokuda a few years before. over a period of time i...
hamid ebadi
Feb 17, 20231 min read


jour de noël
not time enough to practice the teachings many maybe just enough to unwrap a gift or two what are they the teachings windblown words in...
hamid ebadi
Dec 26, 20221 min read


along with the mist
silent retreat october twenty-twenty two monchique * silence to you closer than you morning raindrops on the round black stone in front...
hamid ebadi
Nov 25, 20221 min read


approaching silence
report from a silent retreat serra de monchique summer twenty twenty-two _____________________________ approaching silence stepping into...
hamid ebadi
Sep 12, 20222 min read


stepping into not knowing
karuna center, monchique silent retreat, april 2022 ___________________________ seeker path goal merge into silence and disappear...
hamid ebadi
May 15, 20221 min read


notes from a silent retreat
notes from a silent retreat I early hours waking up in the early hours sitting here with you you unbeknown to me closest though late for...
hamid ebadi
Dec 28, 20212 min read


on the vanity of traveling
after long travels facing black letters on the wall white the wall behind the letters colorless the empty all around reading my way...
hamid ebadi
Aug 28, 20211 min read


the fly in the bottle
keep telling leo not to get confused zazen and relaxation being two things pourtant les instructions sont simples simple and sparse sit...
hamid ebadi
Aug 28, 20211 min read


a response to life on a rainy friday morning
how i would appear before the world that lifelong concern with mirrors mirrors now broken mostly shimmers on the surface of waters...
hamid ebadi
Mar 6, 20211 min read
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